The most boring weekend ever

this has been a very dull weekend. It started out on Thursday cause we didn't have to work. I guess that's why it feels like its never going to end. Thursday I spent the day alone. Got up at 2 and did laundry, cleaned kitchen, and mopped the entire back of house.. About 3 rooms. Then I cooked a big dinner with turkey roast, mashed potatoes, rice, Mac&cheese, and beans. And I ate it all alone. Mom and dad had already ate. I called to invite them. Andy and Holly are out of town this weekend camping. So that's why I didn't call them. Friday I slept most of the day. Got up at 2 or so and went to Trenton and Jackson with Greg. To pay bills.. So it wasn't the most exciting thing in the world. Then on the way back I got a few groceries that we needed.. Then I went home and cooked tacos.

Today I didn't wake up till about 3 and its not been fun. I had to reload everything on my computer this weekend cause I got a stupid virus on it. And that has been taking up a lot of my time. I started on my dad's website for his birthday. I have been scanning pictures so he can finally have some on there. We got Chinese food for supper and it was good.

Tomorrow mom and dad are coming over to eat for dad's birthday. Wish Andy and holly where coming too. That way all the family could be here. I'm so lonely. I hate this big empty house. I wish it was haunted. That way I have more people to talk to. LOL

well I have to get back to my dad's website. I got aggravated with the pictures that's why I took a break. Good thing to cause I was about to pull my hair out.. LOL

ok well talk at you soon.

love always. Jennifer

The light

there is a light deep inside my soul.

a light that keeps me whole.

it keeps me warm when it is cold.

and keep me safe in this hard world.

my light makes me so happy when I am surrounded by sadness.

and it makes me feel so beautiful.

my light is the best thing about me.

and it makes me feel so free.

so when you see the light in my eyes

you should know without surprise.

that its that light that keeps me alive.

the light I hold deep in my heart.

Love always,

jen

Groceries and working on my website

This has been a very busy weekend for me as i have been working on my page alot. i have been looking at the myspace.com profiles to get pictures and other cool stuff for it. last night i created a tigger page and its really cool. i had to change the picture in the background of this cause the one i had stopped working. i might have to change it again depending on if it keeps working or not. man my mean husband just snuck up on me and scared the mess out of me.. he sucks!!! shame on you greg. i can't even miss spell a word without him behind me telling me its wrong! lol hehe.. oh well.. he said he misses me and wants to watch a movie.. so i guess i need to go. oh we got lots of groceries tonight.. i'm glad. finually something to eat in the kitchen.. :) later

love jennifer

Edited the blogger

i just changed the blogger and the background.. i tryed different colors and backgrounds so i hope this looks ok. if ya think another color would be better for the text just let me know. i can change it. i thought yellow looked the clearest out of the ones i tryed. ok well i'm gonna play the game. later jen

a beautiful weekend

it has been just so pretty this weekend. i went yard saling with my mom and grandmother yesterday and i've been watching movies the rest of the weekend. i'm in a good mood today. feel pretty good. might even go paint alittle while. i dunno yet.. ok gotta run getting hungry. maybe for some chiness food.. yummm

later jen

Hours cut and hours gained

My work cut my hours so I was off tonight. My hubby had to work. It was ok at first. I hung out with my mom for awhile. But when I got home I got so lonely. This house has so many ghost. I'm sad today. I dunno why. Just feel sad. I guess sometimes ya have to be sad so you appreciate the happy.

now I'm working on cooking some food for my hubby for when he comes home. I hope he is in a good mood. I know he'll be tired.

My Prayer:

I close my eyes and say a prayer. God can you hear me? I need you oh lord to lead me down this dark path. I keep falling lord. I don't think I can make it much farther. "Help me someone!" I keep yelling but no one hears. No one is there.. I'm alone in this darkness. Then I see something ahead. A little light not much its still dim. God you are there. You carry me when I'm alone and need a friend. You are my salvation and my hearts answer when I need one so bad. Lord help me find the truth. And help me heal my broken wings. Tears a falling down my cheeks.. As they have been a lot lately. And I feel him in me.. I will be Happy again. I am strong.. Because he makes me that way. thankyou lord amen.

Love Jennifer

a whisper and a dream

a whisper and a dream of days gone by. I sat to myself today and thought about where I come from. I just got to thinking of the house I grew up in and how small my life was. The pictures on the website really got me to thinking. My parents are great. They have been married now for about 27 years. Sure they have their ups and downs but they love each other. And to top it off they only knew each other 6 months before they where engaged. Amazing huh. I guess sometimes when you meet the one.. You know. They where great parents they raised me and my younger brother in a small 3 bedroom home in Lexington. We had a yard to play in and children on the street to play with. All my memories of home are really great. Although we moved when I was 12 the memories there are still as clear as can be.. Which for me and my memory is a good thing. I remember in kindergarten I caught the wrong bus on the way home. no one noticed that I was even on the bus until the end of the ride when only one kid remained. I was so scared.. I couldn't stop crying. I thought I'd never see home again. So when my brother who is 3 years younger started school I never left his side. I made sure he was on the bus right beside me. I even went and got him after school to walk him to the bus. The bus with the bunny on the side.. :) ok well I guess that is enough walking though memory lane for now. I'll be back again another day.. Until then God bless and goodnight.. Love Jennifer

My weekend so far

This weekend has been a slow one.. I went shopping yesterday and got a few clothes.. and today we went to my cousin stacy's house to see her and her 3 girls.. they are all so cute.. I held sarah for a little while she is only 2 months old.. and katelyn who is not even 2 yet was very playful with me.. Destany the oldest at 3 years i think was the funest.. she chased greg all over that house. it was cute...we went with mom and dad after we ate at ryans.. it was nice. we rented some movies so i think we'll spend the rest of the weekend chill'n at the house. Well until later..

Jen

Another day at work gone..

yeah.. i'm so tired.. i hate work.. i do have fun with the people there but the work itself sucks.. anyone who has ever built a dishwasher would agree with me.. but anyways.. don't have alot to say except that..

your tired friend,
jennifer

updated my page last night

I hope you guys like what i did with the website. i worked for about 3 hours on it... now i gotta get ready for work so i'll catch ya later.. Jen

Day one of this thing..

i created this as a way to kinda let you know whats been going on with me.. its gonna be like a online journal of sorts.. it will have lots of spelling errors and the grammer will be really bad but hey who said it had to be purfect? lol ok well this weekend i set up an art room upstairs. its got all my art and paints on the wall and my supplies are all where i can get to them. i started on a few projects and completed one of them.. i painted a couple of stools for the kitchen in cow print.. :) anyone who has been to my house has seen my cow kitchen.. they are taking over.. soon i'll have to make them cook for me.. LOL i haven't gotten to really work on my website this weekend being that i was preoccupide with art activities... so i'll sign off now so that i can do something to it. :) well peace out and God bless..

jen